This sorta sucks because it makes me want to go on a spending spree to entertain myself....to get from being bored. Today I am going to IKEA to buy a new book shelf. My home made one is sadly falling apart. I would built a new one.... but I feel like reorganising my apartment and that would be a huge mess. What do I mean by "reorganising"? Well basically I'm gonna gut my apartment. Pull everything out of everywhere sort and organise then take what I don't need to a storage unit. I've been feeling extrememly closterphobic lately and I think I need to just clear out all this crap in my apartment. Start fresh again. I hope it will help....You'd think for a one bedroom apartment I wouldn't have much. You'd be way wrong. This project might take days or weeks. I have four days off starting tonight. I highly doubt that I will get much done tonight. My first night off is always my "laying around day". So I usually don't do much of anything. I think I could at least get the new book shelf together though. Wish me luck in not flippin out and buying the whole dame store.

Besides that I am feeling the call of W.o.W. How can I be so hooked on a damn video game? Is it because I enjoy the fact that during no matter what hour it is it's always running? Always people there to talk to? Does it keep me sane? Is it the fact that it keeps me from spending insane amounts of cash on meaningless shit?

I'm on the verge of cracking and signing back up. I know I could easly quit when I had a life someone to hang out with....but right now I have nothing really. I feel ashamed of my addiction but I love it too. WTF is wrong with me!!!